We got some devastating news this week, one that both derailed our TTC efforts and encouraged us to ramp them up even farther.
We found out that J’s dad has terminal cancer – in his pancreas, liver, kidneys and spleen.
I’m not even going to write about the odds the doctor’s gave him. Because we don’t know anything for sure, and God’s got a plan.
I don’t know if I feel right, actively trying to create life while we’re watching one slip away. But at the same time, we want his dad to meet his grandchild before…if…should anything happen.
I know its not about me. I know being concerned about having a baby is trivial in times like these. And that’s why I haven’t been temping or charting…I just feel as though its unimportant.
What is important, however, is keeping spirits up. And baking does that for me. So here’s some fall-inspired sustenance.